[Once, years ago, he had been satisfied with his work. He'd been convinced that he was saving American lives. That he was a good patriot. It took nearly drowning and losing his entire life up to that point for him to see how recursive Treadstone's logic was...and double for Blackbriar's.
Funny how that worked.
But qualified? To be a warden, to redeem people, to help others along their path to...to good?
His answer was simple, and surprised even him.]
"No."
[He'd failed Armand, he couldn't help Henrietta, even Costigan was on his case for not acting like a warden - or a friend. Hell, he wasn't even sure if the Admiral had gotten his position right in the first place. He felt like he should have been an inmate. You didn't - you don't - kill that many people and get a free pass. Not unless whatever higher authority assigning out positions is either capricious or utterly arbitrary.
He let the word hang in the air for a few moments before adding,] "But apparently the Admiral does."
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Date: 2010-08-06 03:29 am (UTC)Funny how that worked.
But qualified? To be a warden, to redeem people, to help others along their path to...to good?
His answer was simple, and surprised even him.]
"No."
[He'd failed Armand, he couldn't help Henrietta, even Costigan was on his case for not acting like a warden - or a friend. Hell, he wasn't even sure if the Admiral had gotten his position right in the first place. He felt like he should have been an inmate. You didn't - you don't - kill that many people and get a free pass. Not unless whatever higher authority assigning out positions is either capricious or utterly arbitrary.
He let the word hang in the air for a few moments before adding,] "But apparently the Admiral does."