2010-05-19

brokenweapon: (Shit and also fuck // paperback_icons)
2010-05-19 04:06 pm

013.

...

...all things considered, not my favorite flood.

[Private to self/letter to Marie.]
It happened again. I lost my memories. Everyone here did. They're all back now - at least, all the ones I've gotten back on my own. Getting my childhood again, or most things before 2002...I knew it wouldn't be that easy.

It was terrifying, Marie. I had a picture of you, and I had no idea who you were. I...

It was like being on that fishing boat again. Those two weeks when I didn't even have a proper name. They called me Jean-Paul, but I knew that wasn't right then.

I never want that to happen again, Marie. I can't forget you. I know it was out of my control this time, but...I'm finding it hard to forgive myself for these past few days even knowing that it wasn't just me.

[Private to Costigan and Claire, individually.]
Are you all right?