brokenweapon | 025.

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025. - Video

[Filtered to friends (if you know him pretty much in any positive way you probably count)...and Slade.]
Checking in. How are you? [He is so bad at friends.]

[Private to Slade.]
Hunting again?

[Private to all infirmary-types.]
What do you recommend for insomnia?

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Then why would you want to go back?

I made a deal.

What deal?

That if I do my job here and redeem some people, he'll bring her back.

I mean why the fuck would you want to go back to being the old you if you met her as you are now?

I...

[Pause. YOU HAVE A POINT. Congratulations.]

I think when I met her I was the closest to the old me I've ever been.

No offense, but does it really fucking matter, guy? Why don't you just be who you want to be? I'd recommend being that new guy if that's when you met her and your deal is to save her, but that's just me.

I don't know. It's just been circling in my head lately. I'd probably feel better about this if I could remember my old life, but I think it's for the best that I don't. I closed that door when I signed up to do what I did.

[Long pause. This is helping him. Yay for helping!]

You're probably right, anyway.

There's nothing wrong with trying to remember what you might've forgotten, but that doesn't mean you have to go back there or be him. Maybe try to learn what you can.

Yeah.

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