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Jason Bourne ([personal profile] brokenweapon) wrote2010-11-10 12:44 am
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025. - Video

[Filtered to friends (if you know him pretty much in any positive way you probably count)...and Slade.]
Checking in. How are you? [He is so bad at friends.]

[Private to Slade.]
Hunting again?

[Private to all infirmary-types.]
What do you recommend for insomnia?
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Private - Sorry Costigan he's still not good at empathy or stuff. :|

[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-14 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
About who I used to be.
lostundercover: (coconuts (the departed))

Private - Costigan appreciates this fact. Does Costigan know "David Webb", the name? I forget.

[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-15 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
What about him?

Private - Might've heard it during the camp flood? Up to you if he made the connection though.

[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm wondering if I can ever be that man again.
lostundercover: (chatty mcchatterson (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-17 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
What's stopping you from going back?

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-18 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
I think I've changed too much since then. I don't know.
lostundercover: (chillaxin // waitin (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-20 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
Was it a good change?

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-21 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think so, but I don't quite know for sure.
lostundercover: (cup of coffee (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-21 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Let me ask you this: Did you meet that girl of yours as him or as you?
lostundercover: (let me explain so you can comprehend)

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-21 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Doesn't that mean something to you?

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-22 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

...I miss her. Every day.
lostundercover: (aaaaaaalieeeeeens (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-22 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Then why would you want to go back?

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-23 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
That if I do my job here and redeem some people, he'll bring her back.
lostundercover: (coconuts (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-11-26 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
I mean why the fuck would you want to go back to being the old you if you met her as you are now?

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-11-30 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[Pause. YOU HAVE A POINT. Congratulations.]

I think when I met her I was the closest to the old me I've ever been.
lostundercover: (this is my leaningface (the departed))

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-12-01 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
No offense, but does it really fucking matter, guy? Why don't you just be who you want to be? I'd recommend being that new guy if that's when you met her and your deal is to save her, but that's just me.

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[identity profile] brokenweapon.livejournal.com 2010-12-01 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. It's just been circling in my head lately. I'd probably feel better about this if I could remember my old life, but I think it's for the best that I don't. I closed that door when I signed up to do what I did.

[Long pause. This is helping him. Yay for helping!]

You're probably right, anyway.
lostundercover: (warden turtle consideration)

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[personal profile] lostundercover 2010-12-03 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
There's nothing wrong with trying to remember what you might've forgotten, but that doesn't mean you have to go back there or be him. Maybe try to learn what you can.
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