I'm not going to do that to him again, if that's what you're worried about. It was no picnic for me either. And again, my explanation is I was tortured for a week while he stole my DNA, which is uniquely harmful to me. I didn't even mind the physical pain so much. It's what he did to me in using his power that was awful.

And I taught him that his power shouldn't be taken lightly. He's had the opportunity to take revenge on me since then; he's even had his powers back during the dinosaur port. He had the opportunity to kill me more times than I can count. He hasn't.

I can tell there's an expectation that as a warden, I should rise above his level of actions. I didn't. And frankly, for that offense, I couldn't. I don't expect you or anyone else to understand that.